"I am me. in all the world, there is no one else exactly like me. everything that comes out of me is authentically mine, because i alone chose it — i own everything about me: my body, my feelings, my mouth, my voice, all my actions, whether they be to others or myself. i own my fantasies, my dreams, my hopes, my fears. i own my triumphs and successes, all my failures and mistakes. because i own all of me. i can become intimately acquainted with me. by so doing, i can love me and be friendly with all my parts. i know there are aspects about myself that puzzle me, and other aspects that i do not know — but as long as i am friendly and loving to myself, i can courageously and hopefully look for solutions to the puzzles and ways to find out more about me. however i look and sound, whatever i say and do, and whatever i think and feel at a given moment in time is authentically me. if later some parts of how i looked, sounded, thought, and felt turn out to be unfitting, i can discard that which is unfitting, keep the rest, and invent something new for that which i discarded. i can see, hear, feel, think, say and do. i have the tools to survive, to be close to others, to be productive, and to make sense and order out of the world of people and things outside of me. i own me, and therefore, i can engineer me. i am me, and i am okay.”
by VIRGINIA SATIR...
I think i am going to use this for a scrapbook page... oooooooo....
my so called life...
The funny thing about life to me is that in a blink of an eye you can go from having everything, to having almost nothing...
I will have more thoughts about this when I am able to write...
I will have more thoughts about this when I am able to write...
A Sunday morning list...
All I want is for someone to love me on the days when I cannot love myself….
I met Scott on Thursday, Haven’t herd from him since then… I have mixed emotions with this… Number one he is not really my type, skinny and he has this growth on his head (kinda freaked me out the first time I saw it) But second thought is that I devoted so much time(Verizon loved our relationship) and effort into something, staying up al hours of the nights to keep him company… Hey I guess I can call it my patriotic duty… Talked my self through that one…
I don’t do well with being alone. I especially don’t do well with being alone at night...
I love the Counting Crows…
Driving can be soothing, especially when I’m barefoot… And, to me driving a long distance feels like an accomplishment… I need to do that more…
I hung out with Ricky Friday night (slut I know lol) I really enjoyed being at a bar with a guy, just laughing and kissing… I really enjoy his company… He is so young though… I spent the night with him… It was really nice especially because he wanted to hold me all night long…
I am glad Baseball is back…
I went shopping yesterday and bought really cute shoes that I can’t wait to wear…
I cuss a lot… I need to work on this…
I wish today was a rainy cold day…
I am convinced that the only soul mate I'll ever have is my favorite pair of jeans…
I never think things through & it's worked alright so far…
Ricky texted me “good morning beautiful” and I think it just made my day…
I hate it that I'll never be a teenager again…
I haven’t talked to my sister in 3 weeks…
Speaking of that I think my mom loves my sister more then me…. She will do nothing to my sister to make her upset; however I walk on eggshells all my life around her… What upsets me the most is that my sister can forgive someone who cheated on her twice and not her own flesh and blood who told her to “fuck off”…
Just thinking about my sister makes me so upset…
Quaker mini delights are so yummy. You must try them. 90 calories!! However, three bags of Quaker mini delights in three hours kind of defeats the purpose of the whole 90 calorie thing
I met Scott on Thursday, Haven’t herd from him since then… I have mixed emotions with this… Number one he is not really my type, skinny and he has this growth on his head (kinda freaked me out the first time I saw it) But second thought is that I devoted so much time(Verizon loved our relationship) and effort into something, staying up al hours of the nights to keep him company… Hey I guess I can call it my patriotic duty… Talked my self through that one…
I don’t do well with being alone. I especially don’t do well with being alone at night...
I love the Counting Crows…
Driving can be soothing, especially when I’m barefoot… And, to me driving a long distance feels like an accomplishment… I need to do that more…
I hung out with Ricky Friday night (slut I know lol) I really enjoyed being at a bar with a guy, just laughing and kissing… I really enjoy his company… He is so young though… I spent the night with him… It was really nice especially because he wanted to hold me all night long…
I am glad Baseball is back…
I went shopping yesterday and bought really cute shoes that I can’t wait to wear…
I cuss a lot… I need to work on this…
I wish today was a rainy cold day…
I am convinced that the only soul mate I'll ever have is my favorite pair of jeans…
I never think things through & it's worked alright so far…
Ricky texted me “good morning beautiful” and I think it just made my day…
I hate it that I'll never be a teenager again…
I haven’t talked to my sister in 3 weeks…
Speaking of that I think my mom loves my sister more then me…. She will do nothing to my sister to make her upset; however I walk on eggshells all my life around her… What upsets me the most is that my sister can forgive someone who cheated on her twice and not her own flesh and blood who told her to “fuck off”…
Just thinking about my sister makes me so upset…
Quaker mini delights are so yummy. You must try them. 90 calories!! However, three bags of Quaker mini delights in three hours kind of defeats the purpose of the whole 90 calorie thing
really?
just when I thought my "birthday issues" were over... I get a freaking text that made me so unhappy that I was ready to throw my phone across the room... My "best friend" informed me that
1. I am am unhappy person and that i make everyone around me unhappy
1. I am am unhappy person and that i make everyone around me unhappy
2. That she tried to hang out with me on my birthday... Um asking me to sit by the pool not something i wanted to do... spending time with you was what I wanted....
3. Informed me that I was ungreatful to aimee and jess for the dinner and everything they did for me... Jess and Aimee are amazing, dinner was amazing... I felt so special... I really enjoyed my self...
I have really noticed that I don't think of her as a best friend... She is very quick to abandon me when something better comes up... I have always included her in all the acitivites that I have done... So i believe that we are breaking up... lol... I am in the market for a new best friend...
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