Just to sum it all up...

Overall how was the year? It was good, learned a lot about myself.
2005 In The Beginning... I made some mistakes got my heart broke… but in the end, I learned from them.
2005 Your Love Life. Single/Taken: Started out Taken but not any more!!!
How many break ups? 1
2005 Friends and Enemies......
Did you meet any new friends this year? Sure did
Did any of your friendships end? YES
Did you dislike anyone? YES
Did you get into any fights? OOPS, Yes
Did you make any new enemies? I am sure I did
Did you resolve any fights? YES
Who was your closest friends? LIZ and Kenny!!!
Did you have a Valentine? Yeah
Did the Easter bunny visit you? No
Did watch fireworks on the 4th of July? Yes I did
Did you dress up for Halloween? Sure did!!!
What did you do for Thanksgiving? Ate some Turkey.
Did you receive what you wanted for Christmas? Yes I did and then some!!
Were you good this holiday season? Yeah
2005 Your BIRTHDAY!!!
How old did you turn? 24
Did you have a cake? No
What did you do for your birthday? Had a Hotel party, found out who was my true friend, and got drunk!!!
Did you have a party? Yes
Did you get any presents? I returned it!!!
2005Saddest Memory? Didn't get my fairy tale ending...
Best Accomplishment? Going back to school…
2005.....FAVORITES!
Favorite TV shows? Sopranos, Sex in the City
Favorite songs? Too many…
Favorite food? MexicanFavorite bands?
Too Many… Antedote has become a top 8!!!
Favorite restaurants? Manuel's, Carraba's
Favorite piece of clothing? How can I answer that it’s a tough question… Too many clothes too choose from!!
!2005.....All about YOU....Did you change at all this year? Yes
Was 2005 a good year? It was not the best…
Did 2005 bring any new insights? Sure, long distance relationships don’t work no matter how tough you are
Do you think 2006 will top 2005? I sure hope so
Do you have any goals for 2006? Find a nice guy!!!
Do you wish 2005 wouldn't end? It's time for a change...
Do you plan to do anything special for NYE 2006? Party
Who will you be kissing at Midnight? LIZ!!!

Peace to 2005!!!

with this year coming to an end… I must say this year has changed me… i am not the same person that i am now that i was then.

i am now that individual who has set her own path and paved her own way.
dare me, and i will do it.
i will try anything twice.
wont knock it til i rock it. trust me, and i will never break it.
befriend me, and i will always be there.
hurt me in any way... hit for hire =)
what you define of a friend, i am.
what you define of an enemy, i can be.
im simple to get along with, difficult to understand, passive when im full, aggressive when im hungry, cautious when im driving, extreme when im not, prudent with family, wild with friends, clever when im bored, ridiculous when im not bored, comical most of the day, serious when im sleeping, blunt if you ask, sincere to loved ones, passionate in all that i do, assertive when i have to be, lazy when i dont have to be assertive, social like a butterfly, anti-social when i have to study, and pratical when im being real and thats always.
im real. no fronts. no games. no plays. no lies. real eyes. realize. real lies. everyone thinks im crazy... i dont know what to say about that. =P

ifYOUdonTknowNowYoUKNOw

Mark with an X the things that are true
Appearance
[X] I am shorter than 5'4.
[X]I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[X] I tan easily.
[X] I wish my hair was a different color.
[X] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[X] I have a tattoo.
[X] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[] I've had braces.
[X] wear glasses and/or contacts.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[X] I have more than 2 piercings.
[X] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[X] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[X] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[] My parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[X] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[X] I'm in school
[X] I have a job.
[X] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[X] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
Embarrassment
[X] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[X] Disney movies still make me cry.
[] I've peed from laughing.
[X] I've snorted while laughing.
[X] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[] I've glued my hand to something
[X] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my pants rip in publicHealth
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[] I've gotten stitches.
[X] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[X] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend
.[X] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[X] I've had chicken pox.
Traveling
[X] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[X] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[X] I've gotten lost in my city.
[X] I've seen a shooting star.
[X] I've wished on a shooting star.
[X] I've seen a meteor shower.
[X] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[X] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] I've kicked a guy where it hurts
[X] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[X] I've gone skinny dipping.
[X] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[X] I've been in a play.
[X] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[X] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[] I've played chicken.
[X] I've played a prank on someone.
[X] I've ridden in a taxi.
[X] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[X] I've eaten Sushi.
[] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[] I'm single
[X] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[X] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[X] I've cheated in a relationship.
[] I've gotten divorced
[X] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[X] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[X] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did
.[X] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[X] I am a cuddler.
[X] I've been kissed in the rain.
[X] I've hugged a stranger.
[X] I have kissed a stranger.
Honesty/Crime
[X] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[X] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[X] I've snuck out of my house.
[X] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[X] I am keeping a secret from the world
[X] I've cheated while playing a game.
[X] I've cheated on a test.
[X] I've run a red light.
[X] I've been suspended from school.
[X] I've witnessed a crime.
[X] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[X] I've shoplifted.
Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[X] I regularly drink.
[X] I've passed out from drinking.
[X] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[X] I've smoked weed
[X] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[X] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[] I can't swallow pills.
[X] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[X] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[X] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[X] I've woken up crying
Death and Suicide
[X] I'm afraid of dying.
[X] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[X] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[X] Someone close to me has committed suicide
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[X] I own over 5 rap CDs
[X] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[X] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X]I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[X] I own something from The Gap.
[X] I own something I got on e-bay.
[X] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[] I can sing well
.[X] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[] I open up to others easily.
[X] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[X] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[X] I curse regularly.
[X] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[X] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[X] I am a sports fanatic.
[X] I twirl my hair
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[X] I bake well.
[X]My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[X] I would wear pajamas to school.
[X] I like Martha Stewart.
[X] I know how to shoot a gun.
[X] I am in love with love.
[X] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[X] I laugh at my own jokes
.[X] I eat fast food weekly
.[X] I believe in ghosts.
[] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[X] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[X] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
.[X] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love white chocolate
[X] I bite my nails.
[] I play video games.
[X] I'm good at remembering faces.
[] I'm good at remembering names
[X]I'm good at remembering dates.
[X] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[X] My answers are totally honest