look what i found...

I found something really amusing yesterday.... I found a short-lived diary from when I was in fifth grade I think… It was 1994…
I had just moved to Arizona from Maryland… My mom was trying to find a better life for me and my sister… However I didn't feel like she was doing this for that… I felt that it was her way of making my life hell…
So I was writing in my diary, and it went something like this… Word for word…Dear diary: Prepare yourself. I am sorry... I am going to write a swear word in you... I fucking hate Arizona… I don't understand the people out here…They all look at me like I am weird… I had to stand in front of the class and introuduce myself, I was so scared… I told everyone that I was from New York and I LOVED green day and New york giants… They all laughed at me… I wore my giants Jacket today and someone told me I was dumb for wearing it… then they told me I couldn't sit with them on the bus… I just want to lock myself in a room and listen to my Green Day cd… and wear all black… I told my mom everything and she told me to give it a chance… I want to move home… I want to go to my dad's… I fucking hate Arizona… I want not go to school ever again…


I got over this real fast… Like the next week... I also never wore all black... and forgave my mom....