CRAZYlittleTHINGCALLEDLOVE

Well I am back from Florida… I had an amazing time!!! Michelle looked stunning, Ricky be looking good too… Congrats guys I love you!!! It was great to see the family, Its funny how with your family no matter how much time you have spent apart when your together it feels like no time has even pasted…

The weather was great, I like to think that we brought that out their when we rolled up on the plane…

And Kevin… I saw him… Wow it was just like old times… I and I am sure every one around me realized how much he lights up my life… Now I am back in the same position I was a year and a half ago… But as I began thinking I don't think I have ever been over him, even though we broke up, we talked almost every day still, even when we were seeing other people…He is my best friend, my everything… So now what… Funny thing about love is it always shows up at the wrong time…

Yesterday was hard… I forgot because its been so long what its like saying good-bye to him… I kept telling myself don't look back, don't watch him drive off, but I never listen to myself when I say that… He left again… I forgot how when you open the suitcase how the clothes smell like him…

And then the best thing that could of ever happened did, from a person that I considederd a weekend friend…
· Defination of a weekend friend~ a person that you hang out with, don't talk to all the time, mostly on the weekend while planning events that usually involve drinking and dancing…

Well my weekend friend called me… She listened to me and helped me so much…

And then Aimee… Girl, thanks for never judging Kevin… You have heard the worst and you still can sit on the phone with me and tell me to follow my heart…

For all the girls out their he is my Mr. Big… And like Carrie says…

No matter who broke your heart, or how long it takes to heal, you'll never get through it without your friends