A Sunday morning list...

All I want is for someone to love me on the days when I cannot love myself….

I met Scott on Thursday, Haven’t herd from him since then… I have mixed emotions with this… Number one he is not really my type, skinny and he has this growth on his head (kinda freaked me out the first time I saw it) But second thought is that I devoted so much time(Verizon loved our relationship) and effort into something, staying up al hours of the nights to keep him company… Hey I guess I can call it my patriotic duty… Talked my self through that one…

I don’t do well with being alone. I especially don’t do well with being alone at night...

I love the Counting Crows…

Driving can be soothing, especially when I’m barefoot… And, to me driving a long distance feels like an accomplishment… I need to do that more…

I hung out with Ricky Friday night (slut I know lol) I really enjoyed being at a bar with a guy, just laughing and kissing… I really enjoy his company… He is so young though… I spent the night with him… It was really nice especially because he wanted to hold me all night long…

I am glad Baseball is back…

I went shopping yesterday and bought really cute shoes that I can’t wait to wear…

I cuss a lot… I need to work on this…

I wish today was a rainy cold day…

I am convinced that the only soul mate I'll ever have is my favorite pair of jeans…

I never think things through & it's worked alright so far…

Ricky texted me “good morning beautiful” and I think it just made my day…

I hate it that I'll never be a teenager again…

I haven’t talked to my sister in 3 weeks…

Speaking of that I think my mom loves my sister more then me…. She will do nothing to my sister to make her upset; however I walk on eggshells all my life around her… What upsets me the most is that my sister can forgive someone who cheated on her twice and not her own flesh and blood who told her to “fuck off”…

Just thinking about my sister makes me so upset…

Quaker mini delights are so yummy. You must try them. 90 calories!! However, three bags of Quaker mini delights in three hours kind of defeats the purpose of the whole 90 calorie thing