smash em up crash em up... done with 2006...

Smash the rearview cause i am done looking back....
Oh yay and joy...it's that time of the year again...Christmas has come and gone, and now we have face our failures, short-comings, and general inadequacy head on... Because some genius thought New Years Eve is a day of reflection and coming up with list of things we resolute accomplish in the coming year...Dumb…

The funny thing however is a few short days after the new year, we seem to forget the promises that we make to ourselves and fail to commit to the resolutions that would no doubt "improve" the quality of our lives…

Fact is 2006 sucked… Too many tears have been shed… I some where in 2006 lost myself completely…I don't know where it started… maybe with leaving home, starting this new job, or seeing Kevin, could be letting a magic 8 ball decided what it is that I should do that night…

Well with that being said I have decided to make a resolution that I unboubtly will be able to keep… I resolve to commit myself fully and wholeheartedly towards improving every aspect about my life… Smash the rearview mirror cause I am done looking back… 2007 is going to be my year and I will not let my self down… I deserve to be happy and the only person that can help me achieve happiness is myself!!!

If this means not going to the bar or club every weekend, and just sitting at home on the couch then so be it… I really don't care if my phone stops ringing because of it…

"it's been a long December, and maybe this year will be better then the last…"


** Aimee…You have been a great friend. If there is ever a time I need to talk to any one you are there for me!!! And you know I would be for you… Even if we dont see each other that much you are a true friend… Like I said the other night 8 years ago I would never have imagined you would be my go to girl… You are the one who makes this "grown-up world" make sense to me…You will always be part of my life… I am so happy for you!!!

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